had a totally weird dream just now. it was like a dream in a dream in a dream! hahah.

i dreamt that i was dreaming and i couldn't wake up... and i was like in another realm or sthg. den xinye had to come to my room to wake me up. and she had to use some computer game or sthg to wake me!?? den after that i was supposedly 'awake'. but in reality i was still slpg! den i was thinkin abt philo and how descartes says that it's hard to tell dreams from reality. and i kept trying to wake up but couldn't! it's like i'd wake for a second then i'd just fall aslp again and dream of a different scenario, all involving my blk ppl. like going for dinner and stuff. but all the while i knew i was only dreaming! just couldn't wake up!

and when i finally managed to get up.. i was like whoa..... and my head was spinning.

so weird right!! i also can't reali describe how it went.... never had this kinda dream b4.

silly ol' me!

i thot my lit tutorial was at 2 when it was at 1!!! so i missed it! i went to the class at 2 and was like uh.... nobody? ... oh shit!!

can't believe it man.. now he'll prolly minus marks for participation.. bah.

anyway.. so sian.. later i have welfare meeting.. but it's the last one! yay! den after that still got hdca.. painting banner again. got paint all over me from last night's painting.

i'm tired...

hello! just back from JS presentation.. yay it's over! one module down! whoo hoo!

got back geog project.. A-!! whoo hoo! yay, us (weng n i)!!

oh and just now saw a chameleon and it was so interesting cos i was half red half green! haha! den it went onto the grass so i waited to see if it wud change to green.. but dint. guess it takes some time to. heh. anyway, quite cute lah.

i'm still happy. heh..

ahhhhhhhhhh! damn! sigh...

i feel soooooo happy today! and it's weird, cos i dint do anythg fun or exciting or watever.. and i only slept 3hrs last nite! ahha. just feels good to be so carefree for one day i guess.. after one really stressful week. so shiok. it's such a perfect day. hee.

haven't felt this happy in a long, long time. sucha a great feeling.. wheeeee. i'll see how long this lasts.

oh yah. think i'm going to wake up early tmr... to go.... for a JOG! wif me daddy! at east coast! hahaahha. so fun right?? ok maybe not so much the jogging bit but the wif my dad bit!

and just now when we were in the car, we saw two golden retrievers being walked by some guy. or was it two guys..? ah anyway! they were reli cute!! the dogs that is. haha. and i was like waving at one of the dogs and then the guy smiled at me! haha! and guess wat? he turned out to be rather cute too! ahhahahaha! ok i think i must've looked like a real idiot excitedly waving away.. but who cares! haha!

today is sucha wonderful day aint it??? i can't stop smilin to myself. i must be going insane! haha..

oh yah. got another tagboard cos mel said her com crashes everytime she tries to post! dowan anybody's com to crash... so uh... tag in whichever board u wan. hah

princess' backside: shiiiits says:
yeap.. we are jamming in my room. hahaha

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
heh..next time i 'jam' with u all..

princess' backside: shiiiits says:
xinye asks if ul do the banging.. haha!

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
no i'll be plucking my twanger

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
wat in the world is xinye doin there? how can she contribute to jam with u all

princess' backside: shiiiits says:
she sing lah. haha

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
ask her to blow a pipe lah

princess' backside: shiiiits says:
uh.. must get a pipe first

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
k i do NOT have a pipe

princess' backside: shiiiits says:
oh dang

aahhh my bed feels soooo good says:
my pipe's too big to be blown anyway..

SO PAI SEH!!

just now our blk went for rock asia concert and when eugene came on stage, the 2nd floor guys shouted,

"eugene! natalie loves you!".

how nice of them to declare, on my behalf, my non-existent love for eugene. in a hall full of ppl no less!wah lau!

i was MORTIFIED!

the first time prabs shouted it, i dint hear. but the second time, like all of them shouted! aaahhhhh! i pray eugene dint hear!! but then again he prolly noes abt all this, seeing how the guys are so adept at spreading rumours! sheesh... great. just great. wat started as a small joke between xinye, yiting and i has culminated into the whole blk making fun of me! just now went for supper.. conversation as follows.. oh eugene plays the drums by the way..

guys: eh. we can help you get eugene's sticks ya noe
me: *horrified look*
guys: what do you like about him ah?
guys: you like the way he bangs?
me: *attempts a song and dance will hung style*
guys: no! you like his stamina right!
me: err.. everything lah! (i'm kidding, of cos!)

oh. and all this was accompanied with err... actions. much more stupid stuff was said, but my memory fails me. *rolls eyes* puns, innuendos, euphemisms and what nots... geez!

admittedly, this is all damn hilarious. but i think it'd be more fun if i weren't on the receivin end of it?? haha. sigh...

onto other news.. yiting keeps saying i'm cute!? i think she's in love with me!! that would also explain why she keeps comin to my room! hahaha!

the guys stole my matric card just now and i dint even realise. they say i'm no fun cos i dint get angry and stuff. so. childish.

oh speaking of will hung! who says he aint talented?? nobody can dance like him man! xinye and i have been trying but cannot make it! hahahah.

ooh long blog. but that's cos i haven't been bloggin much. just finished my philo stuff.. hand in tmr.. and it's over! all the assignments that is. exams still to come. k better end here.

"i think therefore i am"... crazy

still doin essay on descartes. there is something wrong with my essay but i dono how to correct it. i'm so tired and sick of it that i dun even feel like refining it. bah. i'll bet some evil genius is at work here. damn you! sigh... maybe this is all a dream and i'll wake up happy and essay free. philo is driving me nuts.....

last night i dreamt of a dog! oh but before that, i dreamt i went jogging! HAHAHA! and then i was like running up numerous flights of stairs. that newspaper article on cellulite yesterday really scared the hell outta me man.. hah. ok back to the dog.. met the dog while running up the stairs. the dog was weird! cos it looked like a husky but with floppy ears. haha. totally weird dream. hmm.... ah. ok back to stupid essay....

tis' terrible...

i have a philo paper due and i have no idea how to write it! i've been at it the whole day. SIGH. i'm stuck.... and cos of this im gonna skip sch tmr. just found out i have geog lab tmr... but oh well... didn't even have time to do my JS log which is due tmr! shall hand in next week. and have lit essay due thurs, and philo blog thing due friday. shit, shit, shit. and as if all this isn't bad enough, i've got my damned period which is giving me a backache now! this sucks.

from friday5

If you...

1. ...owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
desserts! loadsa chocs...

2. ...owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
umm... i dunno.. maybe shoes

3. ...wrote a book, what genre would it be?
non-fiction

4. ...ran a school, what would you teach?
music and dance. but of course i wouldn't be the teacher.. hah

5. ...recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
jazz

i'm SO tired.. just got back from dinner wif mel and charkwa. we went to marche and had so much to eat! yum.. then we just sat there talking.. and i was so sleepy. haha.

i think mel is happy today? she had a pleasant surprise after mass just now! haha. anyways.. HAPPY TWENTEENTH BIRTHDAY MEL! dun be in denial for too long k? heh.

k gnite world..

last night the year one's had to film some stupid video for the final years and it caused me to miss most of american idol! arrrgh. at least i got to see jon peter lewis this time.. i like him. but i dint get to see camille and jasmine! dang. and the video was stupid cos... it was stupid lah! we had to do so many takes cos ppl kept saying wrong stuff or kept laughing and all. wah liew.. i had to say my line dono how many times cos of the re takes. haha. and the story line is so dumb too. but oh well.. it was meant to be stupid funny. hah...

oh finished my part for js last nite too. yay. now have two more essays to write. sigh..

i used to watch this cartoon---> rainbow

so gross! but bloody hilarious. haha. go take a look.

"how do you manage to look so dumb and ignorant all the time?"

prabs asked me that over dinner. my response?

"it comes naturally."

ok i've got the fotos for the wedding up. go check it out.. got a few of francis rehearsals too..

yesterday a bunch of us went for ms smith's wedding! it was such a simple, yet beautiful wedding. sigh. i wanna get married too! haha... ms smith was so cute! when we called her mdm. smith she was like, "nooooo! call me ms.smith!" haha.. mrs. hiap is sucha funny woman. oh her dress was super gorgeous! she looked absolutely fabulous. lovely wedding.. oh food was good too. hee. oh yah. i recognise her parents.. esp her mom. cos i used to go to st teresa's when i was a kid. that was eons ago. haha.. i love that church. it's like one of the few churches here that has not succumbed to air conditioning. haha. retains it's old, traditional look.. i like.

after the wedding mel, weng and i had to go for francis rehearsals. i dono why we had to go cos we just ended up sitting around watchin the cast rehearse. oh well.. it was quite funny to watch em.. esp the dancing parts. haha.

was quite a nice weekend... even got to meet wif gerald and the rest on fri. i dun wanna go back to sch tmr! aaaaah. sigh....

on shopping

went shopping fer clothes for ms smith's wedding with weng today. we skipped our lessons! mwahaha. haven't been shoppin in a loooooong time. we tried on this really nice dress, fell in love with it, then decided that 68 bucks was too ex. haha.. so neither of us bought it. sigh. really cute dress. after lookin around the whole day, i dint buy anything except for a pair of shoes! haha.. realised that i have this skirt which i got sometime ago.. well, it's time to wear it! oh and gonna borrow a white top from weng to go with it. so.. yay! i just saved 68 buckaroos! but what a bummer.. hardly bought anything! next time lah..

oh the real vs bayern match was sooo exciting! and real won! yay! haha now dom has to get me breakfast for one day cos he bet with me. stupid kiddo... he actually thought real would lose.. come on. real wouldn't get eliminated so fast right.. hah.

oh yes i so must blog about this! i hate my feet! they're so bony! looks like i'm sufferin from malnutrition or sth! should have more fats there, then would be more proportionate to the rest of me fat body. haha! hate my feet. k gotta go for meetin now. bah bye

i hate excel!! argh! i'm like trying to figure out how to add trendlines and shit for geog. the stupid instructions still say "calculating moving averages is very easy on excel". easy my ass lah! aaaah! this sucks. bah... just needed to rant abit.. k back to tryin to figure out how to use this damned thing.

nuts!

guess wat? i just took my bath! at like 145am! hahahaha! think this is the first time i bathed so late! but i had my reasons. went for dance uncensored at UCC. not too bad.. most of the dance groups were from KR. then after that had hdca stuff! arrrr... now i got black paint on my hands and on my feet! cos i stepped on the paint! haha so cock! then i rushed to catch american idol! i missed the first half hour!! arrrgh! then after that was CSI, followed by supper with the 2nd floor guys! so dint have time to bathe at all! yay..

ok gonna do some work now... then watch soccer. my hair's wet so can't sleep anyways! yay k nites!

something uh... interesting from today's e-lang tutorial...

"some can understand very well"

we were supposed to paraphrase the likely meaning of this in singlish. like, HUH?? so weird right? i was trying to figure out wat it meant in singlish but just couldn't. xinye had to explain it to me. she says that i dun geddit cos i dun use singlish. but that's so not true LOH. haha. my speech is always littered with lohs and lehs. haha. anyways, isn't singlish supposed to be easily understood?? so how come this question is so tough. i dun think that ppl actually use this sentence in singlish terms..? quite a dumb question. think certain questions in elang are rather weird. ah anyways... on to other stuff..

we discussed about sexuality during cg today... i'm one who doesn't usually question the church's stand on pre-marital sex and homosexuality. but some interesting questions were posed just now. something to think about i guess...

got block meeting later.. and smallville! yay! this episode is gonna be nice! ok toodles for now! oh yah. today was another wormy day! haha.. k bye

from the friday 5. it's not friday but whatever..

What was...

1. ...your first grade teacher's name?
uh... i can't even remember who..

2. ...your favorite Saturday morning cartoon?
when i was a kid? how can i remember what cartoons were on sat?? but prolly sesame street. or my little pony. or carebears. or transformers. in more recent years.. ppg!

3. ...the name of your very first best friend?
eugene! this i well remember... hee. so fun back then. wonder wat he's like now..

4. ...your favorite breakfast cereal?
coco crunch! (or is it coco pops??) oh i like the snow flakes one too. and the colorful ones. can't rem wat they're called.

5. ...your favorite thing to do after school?
um.... sleep. some things never change. heh

oh got back e-lang project and.. surprise surprise! we got 75! that's not bad! highest in class i think. heh. yay us! mwahahahha. ok actually 75 is not that good... but considering how last minute our work was.. not bad lah.

i've realised: more often than not, i can expect the unexpected

forgot to blog about this...

a bunch of us watched Love Actually (finally!) and Big Fish in hall on fri nite. movie marathon. heh. there are pirates in hall! well.. just wanna say that love actually wasn't as good as i had expected it to be. was quite disappointed, but maybe my expectations were too high cos everyone said that it was very good and all. *shrugs* it was funny but not that funny, touching yet not that touching. found some parts of the show to be rather boring too. Big Fish on the other hand, was much better. managed to hold my attention throughout the whole show despite the fact that i was extremely tired! simply put by xinye, "Tim Burton has not let me down!"

was doing abit of work then got bored.. that's why i'm blogging now. hah. sigh.... i'm hopeless. i'm thinking.... my sacrifice for lent should be to study hard. hah.. cos for me, it's one of the hardest thing to do. yes, harder than abstainin from chocs even! suddenly i'm thinkin of easter eggs...

i've realised: alot of food stuff contain choc in them.

went to OLPS to help sell tix for Francis! in the morning. think it went quite well.... um.... after that went grandma's place wich is just down the road. heh how convenient. slacked for the rest of the day.. suppsed to do work! nvm.. will do.. later.

"are you laughing at me?" -- ben toh.

haha he asked this dono how many times today cos i kept laughin at him. he kept saying and doing stupid stuff. wat to do..? haha.. so funny.

ok.. think i'm gonna shwr and start doing work. bleah. bye bye...

everything i'm giving is Yours, and i give it because that's the essence of love...

i just got cut by my stupid chair!! ahhh! stoooopid chair! stupider me... bah.

aaaaahhh.... i'm sick.. bleah. so sudden. yesterday was still ok, then at night, i kept having the irritating 'i feel like sneezing but can't' feeling. and now i still feel like sneezing but can't! bah. now i'm all teary eyed and runny nosed. runny nosed..? haha sounds weird. anyways, hope this goes away soon..

just watched goodness gracious me. haha funny show...

mmm... nthg else to blog abt today.. bye

wormy GROSS day

xinye just touched a WORM!! there was a worm in the lounge and she tried to use a piece of styrofoam to pick it up but couldn't so she was like, "ah wat the heck" and she picked it up with her bare hands!!!!! and i was screaming and screaming and she waved the damned thing in front of my face! and she pretended to put it into her mouth! like, how disgusting is that!?? wait really drop into her mouth how!! YUCK! den she tried to touch me wif her icky dirty hands! and today at the canteen there was this furry worm on the floor and jolene was like, "so cuuuuuute!" waddahell!? then she told us how she used to keep worms and she could describe how they feel to the touch! ugh. wassup man.. worm's day out or wat...?? geez. stay away from me... i hate worms. they freak me out, totally.

oh anyway, sth really funny.. just now xinye was wearing this t-shirt with a picture of a double decker bus on the front, chest area. she likes that shirt man.. cos can say stuff like,
"check out my bust" or
"what a super bust" or
"what a big bust or
"what bust?" (courtesy of me, cos she's quite flat! haha)

and many more of course.. hahaha.. so stupid...

quote of the day year, or century even.. courtesy of joel:

"guys are all bastards, especially in relationships."

yeap, you heard me right. joel aka a guy/male/neh neh, adimmited to that. i think every girl will applaude and nod their heads in agreement to that right...? haha.. but that's not all. he even continued to state that the stuff guys say cannot be trusted and should be taken with a pinch of salt. and also that guys are in fact bitchier than girls. haha. i think joel's really a girl in disguise.... i mean, he's the first guy i noe to say such stuff. stuff that girls say but guys deny. haha.. even joel agrees that guys are just in denial.

anyways, so i asked him, "so are you a bastard too?" and he replied earnestly, "uh.... i try not to be."

joel's a girl, i swear it.

a walk to remember

i so must blog about this for remembrance sake! i just had the funnest time with xinye and yiting! haha! we were at the rooftop playing with the swings and trying to scare ppl! haha.. like humming tunes and pushing the swings to make em look as if they were moving by emselves whenever ppl walked pass. quite freaky actually. we ourselves got quite freaked out cos it was rather scary up there... all dark and quiet. eeks. my hair was standing. den we tried to look into ppl's rooms and did alot of shit lah! so funny!! and earlier yiting was in my room and chatting to xinye. i was saying xinye's a monster and suddenly she appeared in my room, standing behind me and i screamed, then yiting screamed too! she intended to scare us and it bloody worked!

then we used my msn to msg dom. gave him a *muack* and den wrote "oops wrong person"! hahaha! too bad he was away, if not can disturb him somemore! but, die lah! tmr dom's sure to ask me who it was meant for, since he already thinks i'm in love! haha was friggin' hilarious i was literally rolling on the floor!

oh and ever since i gushed over eugene's drumming the other day, the two of em kept making fun me, asking me to go after him that kinda shit. haha. yiting keeps giving me tips on how to attract his attention! like talk to him abt his msn pic (which he is very proud of), punk rock and all! so i played along lah! pretending that i'm crazy over him in a really
exaggerated manner! haha.. yiting says it's very funny when i play along! oh even changed the name of paws to eugene bear! get your eugene bear today! while stocks last!

oh when we bumped into eugene on our walk (thus, the title) back from fong seng, sunshine tried to make fun of me and was llike, "oooh ooooh" and i couldn't help but to burst out laughing like some mad idiot! then sunshine thought that i was paiseh so she asked, "huh, you really like him ah??" haha! everyone's so CRAZY tonight! but it's fun to go mad once in a while. hee. yiting and i were laughing so much the rest thought we were drunk. haha!

oh and just now we were watching some stupid chinese variety show also and i realised something. i dun understand chinese! at all! i mean, i couldn't understand wat those ppl were saying! i noe my chinese is bad but this still comes as quite a shock to me! i can understand like some words and phrases, but i can't understand what the whole conversation is abt! i've been learning chinese since young, so how come i can't comprehend it at all!? my chinese has always been bad. i just dint think it was this bad. oh well, i learn something new everyday. heh. oh now xinye and yiting thinks eugene and i are compatible cos he is also anti-chinese. haha. in fact, he's worse than me cos he totally can't stand chinese.. at least i can tolerate. abit. haha!

haha still chatting to yiting now at this hour and she just asked me to look for eugene in the dining hall on the pretext of looking for jimmy! CRAZY! i'll just DIE if ppl start thinking that i like jimmy again! at least eugene has good taste in music. jimmy listens to techno! eeeeeeeeee!

yay! all major hmwk is completed! i feel so free now! and tonight has been a blast! i'm happyyyyyyyy! and high! and i dun feel like sleeping! think maybe it's cos of the stupid tea we had! made us nutters. every night should be like this! den we can all screw studying and wheeee!

shit!

i can't believe this! i was like in a rather good mood the whole day, and now i feel like crap cos i dun wanna go for this stupid meeting and i dun wanna go for some stupid foto-taking and i dun wanna miss smallville cos of all this stupid shit! aahhhhh!

last nite i went for supper at fong seng with eugene, dom, prabs, franklin, sunshine and xinye! we walked alllllll the way there! at 12am plus! then suddeli two angmohs joined us. haha.. dono which blk they are from. anyway, i ordered banana prata and the stupid ppl gave me banana AND cheese prata! like, YUCK!! and i had to pay 70cents more for cheese! wah liew... as it is, i can't stand cheese prata and with banana, it is even worse. sweet and salty! eeee.... too weird. in my opinion, cheese and prata do not go together. but i think it's just me, cause alot of ppl like it *shrugs

the stupid mini fong seng at the dining hall is closed till the 7th! so terrible! imagine having to walk all the way to the real fong seng everytime we get hungry! bad! i almost died of hunger last nite... tis' sad ain't it.

anyways... supper was quite fun lah. it's been a long time since i've had supper with the rest. haha. haven't been hungry much this sem. hah.

oh along the way there was this reli scary looking road and i was like "eeeeeee.... " then that stupid eugene said, "did you see something crossing the road?" and i plainly (and very calmly!) replied, "no". haha! he sure dint fool me! he said it in such a normal tone lor. if he reli saw sthg he would be freaked right?? sheesh.. he might be a damned good drummer and guitarist, but he sure can't lie for nuts! haha! think he was rather disappointed that he dint manage to scare me. hahaha so silly.

everyone's amazed at how i managed to get 41 eca points. they're all like, "so much!? but you never do anything one!" NOT true ok! and the office ppl still owe me 2 points! stupid them dint give me my extra two points for being VICE CAPT of CAROM!! ahahhaha! hey, i dint get made fun of and laughed at by ppl like joel for no reason k. i demand my two points, dammit! shortchange me.... *grumbles*

going for taize later.. that's our cg for today. haha.. i'm sleepy. hope i dun fall asleep.. k toodles!

i'm so sleeeeeepy! i'm not even thinking straight! was trying do philo readings but couldn't understand wat i was reading! and it doesn't help that philo is not easy to understand in the first place! aarrrrh.

feel like reading sthg else... other than schoolwork. i'm eyeing xinye's neil gaiman book. maybe i'll go steal it. mwahahahahahah. i'm mad. zzZZZz...

oh gosh.... one of my neighbors was just blasting some stupid cheena song and she and another girl were like gushing over it. man... how terrible it is that i have to listen to such crap! oh woe is me! *faints*

geog project is finally completed! well, more or less lah. haha. kudos to weng and myself! yay! lalala.. hope bunnell will find our project on wedding venues err... informative. hah....

i'm sleepy.. maybe i'll go nap.

howdy doo! dary asked me to blog.. so here i am blogging. dono wat to blog abt tho! haha. boring routine sunday lah. not that i'm complainin... i treasure my sundays most. heh.

mmm... oh yah. the mystery of the scary lift is solved! ther other day, xinye and i were in da lift and the door kept openin and closing even wen we kept pressing the 'close' button! so we were damned freaked out and took the stairs instead! haha.. just found out fm peiling tt the same thing happened to her and turns out... no ghost or wat shit. haha.. just sthg wrong wif the door, hafta manually push the door close cos it won't shut properly! haha... chey! peiling's so smart. xinye and i are such scaredy cats. haha...

had steamboat din wif family... minus one brother. oh oh! my 2nd bro went for a mac donald's bday party jus now! HAHAHAH! imagine a bunch of 20 somethings, playing all the stupid games!! i mean, i had my bday at macs when i was 7! and i rem there was alot of like running ard, treasure hunt type games! hahahaha... but he said they had fun.. being the sporting ppl that they were. haha. playing kiddo games, right in front of strangers.. geez!

ah ok. nuff' of bloggin. nite!