essays debilitate me

it's been pouring for hours

i need some sleep

hello, world

here's a little song for all the sad people...

Smile - Nat King Cole

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Word of the Day: Profundity

Pronunciation: pr&-'f&n-d&-tE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -ties
Etymology: Middle English profundite, from Middle French profundité, from Latin profunditat-, profunditas depth, from profundus
1 a : intellectual depth b : something profound or abstruse
2 : the quality or state of being profound or deep

snow has covered the thousand mountains; why does one lonely peak remain unwhitened?

Nature Boy By Nat King Cole

There was a boy...
A very strange enchanted boy.
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea,
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he.

And then one day,
A magic day, he passed my way.
And while we spoke of many things,
Fools and kings,
This he said to me,
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return."

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return."

the last post was utterly inane. apologies... to whoever still comes to this blog.

Maybe...

I think i experienced it today. PMS. and the mood swings that come along with it. i've never understood it, cause i've never experienced it. or so i think. maybe it's cause i'm emotional everyday. i hide my emotions well in front of others but i scream, laugh, jump around like an idiot, when no one's around. i cry really easily, but no one has seen me cry before (i hope). my sadness never lasts long, but neither does my happiness.

so, maybe the reason why i think that i've never gotten the PMS mood swings before is because i experience it everyday.