Paranoia

i have this fear now of lizards popping out of everywhere! now when i wanna use the microwave i check to see there's no lizard inside (wouldn't want it in my food right!?). which leads to me fearing that i'd find a lizard buried in my noodles. ugh!! crap.. i fear the whole bloody kitchen! lizards may just run past me! it's happened before k. eeeeeeks. so now i make sure the lights are on first, then i'll look around suspiciously, and when the coast is clear (or so i think), i'll make my way around.. slowly and cautiously.

anyways.. my dad doesn't wanna get a new kettle!! he went something like, "won't die one lah. you see all the things they eat on tv..." gosh.. so typical of him. maybe my mom will budge. haven't told her about it yet.

and now i don't dare to use my bottle! sighhhh. even tho i think the lizard didn't touch it. i THINK. there's still that nagging 0.000001% doubt.

damn you, lizard!!