life these days

haven't done xmas shoppin
haven't done clothes shoppin for xmas bash on tues
have nothin to wear
die
intended to go today
lazy bug kinda set in
maybe tmr
scratch that
it HAS to be done tmr
no time

was watching some HK romance movie last nite
so sweet
so sappy
i think such shows make you more cynical about real life
reel life is always better
ain't it?
i don't think i'm capable of such love
heartless, selfish creature
that i am
muahhahahaha