feeling like i'm back in primary school... when i used to be damn sad on sundays cos it meant that the weekend's over and there's school the next day. it was a terrible, bad feeling... i really, really dreaded school. i feared it. was scared of it. it was a queasy feeling.

i'm not scared of school anymore now... but i'm having that all too familiar feeling of impending doom.. and immense sadness. and yearning.

sigh.

it's all coming back to me. today, i'm a kid again.

"i tell you something... i got school tomorrow."