Some Sad Stuff

when i learnt about steve irwin's death last night from watching the news i was just so utterly shocked.. it's so damn hard to believe. maybe it's kinda stupid but i never expected him to die despite the fact that he lived such a dangerous life. it's like how you don't expect a magician to die after being buried alive. he'll escape. a tight rope walker won't fall to his death. he'll make it to the other side. for sure. if irwin had died in a car crash or something it wouldn't have been as shocking as dying doing something he was so damn good at.

funny thing is, the sadness i feel is so unexpected. i do enjoy watching him but i didn't realise that i liked him that much. i swear i almost cried. i think the most sad part about his death is the fact that he was killed by an animal. he loved and protected them and this happens. i hope jeff corwin has better luck.

today i got to see some foetuses. 4 kittens that were aborted. they were all pretty much fully developed and ready to meet the world. it was kinda sad.. but at the same time about the coolest thing i've ever seen. in a gross kind of way. gee. i don't know what i felt. i didn't dare to cut open the sac though and now i regret it cos i'm never gonna get the chance to do something this gross ever again. apart from cleaning disgusting cages, that is.