tis sad. everyone has nthg to do on a saturday. dary, ewen and I haf no plans on a saturday. haha... and why am i bloging so much!? i must be bored. no wait. i am bored. haha. listenin to aerosmith's angel now. nice. i love aerosmith man...

ok i'm not going out anymore.. cos gerald and benedict are gonna watch a late show and i got i dinner. anyway, they wanna watch peter pan and i dun wanna watch that. ah just as well.. ok shall pack my stuff, get me lunch, and leave school! can't believe i'm still in hall at this time.. everyone's gone. sigh

hunger strikes back

i'm back to my normal self i.e hungry self. heh.... yup. starving.. haven't had lunch yet. waiting in hall for gerald to tell me wat time we meeting and all. sigh. i'm gonna die of hunger.....!

must stock up food in hall for emergencies like these.... i have zero food here. bad. very bad..

ok. so they are gonna use my flower idea. BUT. those ppl are gonna use felt to make the flowers instead of paper! like.. wah liew! den they say wat nobody will buy paper one. and like felt will be damn limp lah! like dead flower lidat. den i say paper one can write stuff on it. den they were like ahhh den i can ownself cut and write also. i was like fine fine whatever... my flower's nice the way it is k.

hmmm.... this is weird. i haven't eaten dinner yet. i ate quite little for lunch. and i'm not dying of hunger yet. this is waaaaay too weird.

just back from carrom training. yes go ahead and laugh. everyone finds it funny that poor me have stupid carrom training... esp joel the bitch! haha.. just now he kept laughing and making fun of me cos he finds it funny that i'm the vice capt of a 'sport' like carrom! he laughed until his face was practically red and he had to use the railing for support.. very funny meh? not funny! i'm like suffering here!? sheesh....

bah. got irritating meeting later at friggin 10pm! i can't even go home tonight.. sigh. supposed to make sample gifts for v-day. me, being the slacker that i am, am going to use a left over v-day gift i made 2 yrs ago.. haha. the flower one.. ah heck lah. i ain't gonna waste my time makin some stupid gift that they might not even choose to use.

so there you go.. the story of my sad life in hall... hope u had fun reading about it.

just back from nus macs. wah the place is bloody crowded. and i'm sooo full now. i had a puny fish burger and a mc flurry and i couldn't even finish my drink n fries! wats wrong wif me?? i'm losing it.. haha.

i'm sleepy but too full to sleep now.. sigh. later...

*yawns*

it's 4am and i'm blogging...?!! i'm nuts... but i just feel like it.

anyways, finished my lit essay awhile ago.. i took damn long. sigh. had the hardest time deciding what to write abt. mel asked me what struck me when i watched the show (star wars).. and i was like, " mark hamill actually looks cute in this one. and carrie fisher prettier". haha.. mel is sure i'll get a D if i wrote that. hmmm.... i wonder. haha. but they really look better than in the other two leh! haha.. but of course i dint write that in the end lah.

then when i was printing the essay out, i forgot to pull down the flap at the bottom of the printer where the paper comes out.. so the paper got stuck inside. haha.. now still got bits stuck inside hahaha.. ahhh i'm hungry!! thanks to the stupid essay i couldn't go for supper, and i couldn't watch CSI. dang.

ok gotta sleep now.... ! nite everybody.... bah u're all sleeping already..

feelin tired and lazy... tried watching philo webcast cos i skipped lect last week. but. it was so boring i decided to stop watching. and i still have geog webcast to watch. sigh.... have not been doing my work and keeping my promise to myself to work hard this sem. die... arghh. i'm so terrible... can't even sit down and do my readings.

went for carrom training just now. haha it's more like sit down and play for fun kinda thing. damn slack lah. i like. hee. anyway i'm very lousy at it. just anyhow play.. our game took damn long to finish cos the other girl and i equally bad at it. haha.

tmr got day off from sewing costumes! yay! but have to do lit essay!!! ahhhhh.... after looking high and low for star wars film i found out that julian has it! and so does draggy! and matt's a star wars fanatic so he prolly has it too?! haha then i asked him to give me some points for my essay but his points all so cheem! dono wad he talkin abt also. haha... the downside of asking someone who knows too much about a thing? anyways, why dint i think of asking the css ppl if anyone had the vcd earlier...?? then i could've gotten it by now. stupid me.

i'm sleepy... maybe i'll sleep early tonight..

oh yah i forgot to blog abt geog lab today!! two hours of tim bunnell! wheeee! even his name sounds so cute right! bunnell. hee. oh he's the teacher by the way. haha.. yah and he came over to talk to weng and i..! got to see him up close. hurhur. suddenly geog has become such an interesting subject. hahaha..... we were thinking of doing our geog project on lecturers... so we can interview him! haha.. nuts...

ben lim just told me that his sergeant made him do 75 push ups for not having a foto of a girl. waddahelll?? so horny. the things they make poor boys do in the army.. tsk tsk.

just now i was in the bus then this whole buncha eusoff hall guys boarded it. they just came from vball match and wah lau!! this STINKY guy stood beside me and i swear i almost died..! it was terrible... was desperately trying to hold my breath. can't stand stinky guys..... eeks.

Toto is comin to singapore! i wanna go to their concert..!!

was supposed to go catch a movie wif ewen and gerald today but am gonna go aunt's place now. sorry for last minute notification gerald. and ewen, i miss you too!! haha! i can't remember the last time the i went out wif those two. like just the three of us. we used to go out so often for er... wat do u call that (can't say male bonding cos i'm the odd one out) hmmm... aiya for fun and laughter lah. haha. yah.. mostly my fault lah.. no wait. i blame it on stupid NUS! urgh. damn i hate that place... grrr.

oh yes since we're on the topic of cj (please bear with me)... quite a few of us went back for cny mass.. and! they changed the walls and Lt doors to like green!? yuck. i prefer the blue walls. and they took away the swingy chairs(i like!) in Lt2! aahh! now can't lie on the table to sleep also cos they changed it to those chairs wif the tables attached to em. poor kiddos now.. haha. cac room looks and feels different too. but ah room won't be there for long anyways. oh ya! they have a nice pond the garden area between blks D(?) and E(?). how come we dint get no pond?! the whole place looks quite diff. and i wonder when the centre for the arts will finally open. they've been building it for what.. 3 or 4 years?? geez...

dary: i am NOT a kookoo ok! it's all an act. and you are a nehneh cos... you just are lah! there is no why. and i know you wish you were suffering with us in uni too.. but ah well.. it's the thought that counts? awww... hahah!

sh: ya i'm becomin like gerald!! oh noooo! how??!

mel: better things are definitely NOT up ahead.. at least not in NUS... but yeap i'm glad to have at least some of u guys around on this terrible journey. heh. oh ya yesterday i was clearing my drawer and i came across one of your letters in which you wrote abt swooning over 'LCJ' during econs lect! hilarious i tell ya! and you also wrote abt how you were looking forward to the hols cos of the sleepover at dary's and your chalet thingy! i so do not see us doing anything fun like that 'up ahead'. sigh.

gerald: stop blopping on my blog!! heee

never forget...

realised that this time 2 years ago was our o1 camp!! yes yes.. do i hear gerald crying in the background? hehe.

so many things have changed since my days in cj. just the other day eileen(my dahling!) and i were musing about how old we are now and reminiscing about all the fun we used to have. there was once we were sitting on the floor of the quadrangle in cj singing some hymns and this guy walked past and threw us a coin! like we were some beggars! hahahah! then we looked at each other like huh?! then we laughed like mad! haha. sigh... those really were the days man... and there was once we were dancing in the cac room like 2 crazy idiots! other ppl in the room must've thought we were kookoos or sth. haha.

life was so simple then.. when there were no worries and when the only things to gripe about was not being able to wear ankle socks and not being able to afford the pretty hairbands at livia! haha...

thinking back to those times.. and looking at myself now, i seem like a totally different person. i used to be more... wacky? always up for anything fun even if it was embarassing shit like taking stupid photos in the middle of orchard. now i'm like this boring shite. haha.. i used to have more energy also. hah remember once i went up to one of the guys from my camp group and said "morning!!" in a super perky manner. and he was like, "why are you so full of energy so early in the morning??" then i went, "why not?"

hah. you'll never catch me that happy at 7am in the morning nowadays.

whatever happened to me?? even the stuff that ppl wrote abt me in the warm fuzzies back then.. stuff like 'nice', 'positive attitude', 'funny'.. seem so not me now... sigh...maybe i'm getting old? maybe it was just cj? or rather the lack of it now. sigh.. i miss cj.

it's also quite sad that all the friends that i had made during the camp are not really er... my friends anymore? oh! except for ben lim. and my sista of cos! heh wasn't going for the camp the smartest thing you ever did dary?? heh!

ah. ok.. enuf thinking about the good ol' days of yore. it's only putting me in a pensive mood. sigh... nite everyone

how to make tofu...?

step 1:
after drinking soya bean milk, leave your cup on the table overnight.
step 2: wake up the next day to find a weird stench coming from.. somewhere.
step 3: discover your cup.
step 4: sniff.

and thats your cue to faint! haha.

yeap. and there you have it. smelly tofu. hahaha..

well.. i woke up at 2pm today.. crazy! ok. i better go wash the cup, then go for mass! toodles!

mel said the new layout is so sad! esp the "nat shed a tear at" bit. haha. fine. i'll modify that part...

think i almost sprained my thumb trying to button my jeans today!! HAHA! wah lau! i'm getting super fat can!! hahahaha. sigh.. why am i even laughing??? geez...

oh yay my mum bought nice cake fer me! i love cake....

oh bus stop... where art thou?

yay i have two ppl from my blk going for the same elang tutorial as me!

anyways, this morning, xinye(my neighbour) and i were late for elang lect cause we were taking our time with breakfast. heh. then a bunch of us walked strolled to the bus stop. the stupid bus stop has moved down the road! damn far now!! arrrgh. on our long and ardous journey there, the bus came along. so i said in a rather lifeless manner, "ahhh.... bus". we continued walking at snail's pace(yes. knowing we were late). as the bus was leaving, xinye made an amazing attempt to get the bus to wait for us by using every ounce of energy she had in her to stick out her arms to flag the bus. hah.

but alas! the stupid bus left. if the bus stop dint move, we would've made it on to the bus. why did they have to move it???

me: how come none of us ran for the bus? (note: there were like 5 of us!) i was waiting for you to run!
xinye: huh. i was waiting for you to run.

sigh. such is the life of poor nus students with 8am lects. or maybe it's just us lazy hall ppl.

count down aborted.....

think we're not going choc buffet dis week after all. oh well... i've already waited so long.. wats one more week?

pure. torture.
haha. no. i'm exaggerating...

today i waited 20 mins for the stupid 151 bus!! almost made me late for lessons! stupid inefficient bus service... bah.

being the genius that i am, i left my matric card at my godma's place. that means i couldn't get into my room in hall. so. my godma got my dad to deliver it to me. and of course my dad made alot of noise.. he was like, "you ahh!!". sigh. why am i such a doofus. lessons are getting boring.....

wat da hell. sigh. why why whyyyyy?? how? how?? i'm traumatised. scared for life. haha... not funny!! arrrrrgh.

3 days to chocolate buffet......!

new layout. was getting rather bored of the old one though my feelings towards school has not changed one bit. hah yep. i kinda like this one. maybe cos i can relate to the words? i'm not one to cry in front of ppl... no matter what. at least i try not to. hate it. oh they're lyrics of a song by the way. familiar? it's quite sad that the person who can stop our crying is the same person who caused it... ahhh this layout has sucha sombre feel right..! sigh. haha...

oh i went for philo lect even tho there's webcast! joel says i have a license to skip lect now since i actually watched the webcast of geog.. i passed the test! haha. yay. i forsee alot more webcast lects for me. hee

There's an awful lot of breathing room but I can hardly move.......

4 days to chocolate buffet.......

oh man... my blk is having dis game where the guys are supposed to sabotage the girls and vice versa. quite funny actually... just now i was in bathing when i heard screams. haha like super loud and long kind. apparently dis guy was chasing one of my neighbours wif an egg when she went down to the guys floor to do laundry *rolls eyes*. one of the intended jokes on another of my neighbors was to stick an egg onto the fan so when she turns on the fan it'll drop. that would've been funny if it had worked. but. the egg smashed in the fella's hands while he was sticking it and some of it got onto her bed. haha. so he took her sheets to wash. when she entered her room she screamed when she saw her blanket n sheets gone. and now her room stinks like mad!! yuck.. i can smell it from my room. haha but think it'd be funni if i walked into my room n turned on my fan and an egg just dropped from the ceiling. i'd be like huh?! haha. sheesh. and just now one of the guys threatened me. wah liew.. now i feel apprehensive about going to the guys floor to fill my bottle.. leave me and my stuff outta dis game man!! i dun wanna get no digusting shite on me. hope dis game is over soon. heh.

oh ya i dint go for geog lect today but watched the webcast instead! dis webcast thg is sucha great invention man. they should do it for every 8am lect. heh.

6 days to chocolate buffet......

oh the food at the dinner was reli nice! yummaye! i'm still full now.. bleah. so can't sleep yet. think i got a stomach ache too. haha.

at lunch, my uncles n aunties were all talking abt their younger days and it sounded like dey had loadsa fun. dey did stuff tt we modern day kids never did.. well at least not me lah. my uncle was saying sthg abt catching tadpoles in the drain and trying to look at other ppl's sports day. oh and how dey were so excited abt moving into the new house wich was very big. ok is. cos it's still around and is now very old. ya so dey moved in even wen the drainage pipes were not done yet.. so.. going to the toilet was gross lah. heh. if i talk abt my childhood, it'll be like abt cartoons. so different right. sigh. think dey had more fun in the past.. so sad..! my childhood was boring! go sch study study.... bah.

and my bro irritated me.. again! bugger........

7 days to chocolate buffet......

jealousy is bad.. bad bad bad. it makes one think evil stuff.. sigh.

got wedding dinner to go for tmr. hope the food is good! yea.. no church wedding tho. so sad right?? wat's a wedding if it's not in church... ah well.


Although sometime has passed, I still remember just like it was yesterday. Time won't ever change, I'll always feel the same... Now until the end..

e-lang lect was surprisingly interesting... the lecturer is rather engaging. maybe e-lang won't be so bad after all? yay! this means that all my modules dis sem are fun! so beats the stupid modules i took last sem man... oh and teresa is also taking e-lang! and other css ppl too. yay. can all study together next time. haha. ahhh.. so slpy now.. yawn yawn. maybe i'll go take 40 winks before the next lect.. ooh get to watch some movie but aparently it's damn boring. ah well... bye

wat a day!!

ok it started off bad cos i had to wake up so early just for stupid bazaar. was selling cds. haha. damn boring lah. but! i saw mr cute guy! yay!. haha i sound so bim. that's not the best part of today tho. haha. later during e-lang lect, dis cute guy walked in! den i was like "cute guy cute guy!" to weng. den mel went, " that's brendon fernandez the guy from spin!" !!!!!!!!?????!???!?!? haha! i'm right! dis sem is gonna be great man! wheeee! hahaha. my classes so far haf been quite fun. even the JS lecturer is quite interesting. n nuff said abt geog lecturer.. heh. lalala...!

tmr got 8am lect. arrrr. not used to waking up early.... sigh

had philo lect today and it seems pretty interesting so far. plus the lecturer is quite a funni guy. i'm kinda starting to regret taking e-lang instead of IT!! and i haven't even had e-lang lect yet! joel told me IT mite be changed to mcq! wah liew.. so good. and yes, joel did the "i told you so" thing. haha. sigh. ah well, i'm so gonna get an A for e-lang so joel will do it next sem and suffer like i'm going to! haha i'm evil.

oh. i haf to tend some stall at KR bazaar. so sian...

I'm goin' back in time and it's a sweet dream.. It was a quiet night.. And I would be all right if i could go on sleeping. But every morning I wake up and worry.. What's gonna happen today

yay today i had no lessons. but! had to go mel's place to do the costumes for francis!! wah liew... i can't sew to save my life i tell ya. after a few hours there, we only managed to tack one and a half skirts. yes tack only. not even sewn yet. haha. we need help...! maybe after dis i mite be able to sew my own skirts. hah.

watched mona lisa smile also. quite a nice show but a tad bit too draggy.. and i reli reli reli needed to pee so i was like waiting anxiously for the show to end! but it just kept goin on and on! after the show i realised there was a toilet behind. haha. oh i thot kirsten dunst's bitchy character was quite cool. heh.

i bought a pink bottle too! it's like the nalgene kind but er.. diff brand. haha. rip off? i dono... cos it was the same price as the nalgene ones.. nalgene ones dint haf pink so i got the other brand one instead. ah whatever. it's pink. and tt's all tt matters. haha

HILARIOUS

recently, i've been getting lotsa icq msgs from weirdos from all over the world. i haf no idea why cos i din use to get them in the past. anyways, i decided to reply dis fella jus for fun... and funny it was. haha....

fella: do u haf a bf?
me: no
fella: why not?
me: cos i'm fat, ugly, unlikable. i'm disgusting
fella: how fat?
me: extremely humongous
fella: like what??? waist? (haha obviously stunned)
me: er... 36? (maybe in 10yrs.. yikes)
fella: wow.. u must haf big boobs then (i wish??)

haha.. thot it was damn funny. but i called him sick and stopped talkin to him after it started to get gross. *shudders* can't imagine the amount of disgusting freaks out there. and it's even worse to think tt there are girls who actually go meet these guys? n do gross stuff wif them.. urgh. the scariest part is tt we can't tell tt these guys are sickos jus by lookin at em. they mite even appear to be nice friendly normal guys.. and no one will ever suspect them of being the sickos tt they are. i just hope i never meet anyone like tt... yuck. but then again, i wouldn even know if the person is one of em... scary!!

went to sch for only one lesson today. geog lect at 8am... wah i was sooo slpy wen i woke up. felt abit like i was waking up to go to sch in cj. weird. kinda miss tt feeling actually... of putting on tt blue uniform and lookin forward to stepping into sch. now in nus, i totally dread sch. thankfully, my geog lecturer is quite cute! hahaha.. and rather humourous too. maybe i'll at an A for geog. heh.

ahh... start of a new sem... got a feelin dis year will be much better than the last...

every new begining comes from some other beginning's end.....

irksome idiot

tt's my 2nd brother. jus now he called my a freak! wat an a**hole! and he called me a disgusting woman! wah liew! i was friggin pissed. i dint even do anythg to offend him.. if i wanted to be mean i could've insulted him back, but i dint. not even worth wasting my breath on. stupid bugger... bah.

on a worser note, school starts tmr! and i haf a damned lecture at 8AM!!! how am i gonna wake up?? how am i gonna stay awake during the lect??? i din keep my promise to myself to never take another 8am lect ever.. in fact, i got TWO 8am lects dis sem. die. hope i dun end up skipping more than half of all the lects like i did last sem. heh. i'll try my bestest not to.

oh yesterday i went for novena. haven't gone in a long time.. ever since school started in fact! school is evil i tell ya. i'm gonna try to start going every week again... was reli nice to be back there.

school.... sighhhhh

oh ya. jus now i was eating at BK wif sh, gerald and his fren.. and i saw css mark there.. i dono wich mark he is but i thk he's known as cute mark. ya anyways, at first i thot he dint recognise me then out of the blue his whole group of frens turned over to look at me. and dey had dis funny look on their faces. thk dey were laffing at me! i dono why! wonder wat he told them. well, maybe they were laffing at sh... cos she was beside me. dey cud've possibly been lookin at her and not me. haha. according to gerald my face was red. but i dun believe him! haha. it's quite stupid wen a whole bunch of ppl are lookin at you. i was like, why are they lookin at me?? and like i stared back at them but dey dint care! dey jus kept on looking. sheesh. dey not paiseh one. or maybe they weren't lookin at me in the first place so they dint notice tt i was lookin at them too. ya think tt must be it. hmmm..... poor sh then. wonder why they were laffing at her. oh and when he left he kinda said bye. and i smiled back. so weird...

just press the damned button!!

jus now i was at dis toilet in suntec. so dis woman got out of the cubicle and i went in. and i was totally grossed out when i saw tt she dint flush after using. like wat the hell??! we're living in a civilised society here! and some ppl dun even haf the decency/courtesy to press some stupid button!!? it wouldn't kill right! i noe some ppl take for granted tt the thg will automatically flush, but half the time they dun work. so if u lift ur fat ass up, and it doesn't flush, jolly well flush it urself lah!! is it that hard??
geez... it's bad enuf when the toilet u walk into is stinky and entering the cubicle only to be greeted by an icky sight makes it all worse. urgh. and dis is not the first time that dis has happened to me. i was so pissed jus now. wat is the world coming to...

on to happier stuff.. the double choc gelato outside far east is absolutely DIVINE! ahhhh... it's the best thing i've tasted since... last week's choc souffle. haha. think i have an incessant obsession wif chocs. ok obsession sounds bad. make that incessant love for chocs then. altho incessant obsession has a nice ring to it... aah what am i talking abt?! oh man.. my english sucks. haha. oh i'm doing e-lang instead of IT! hahah... i actually flipped a coin to decide.. how pathetic. hah. ah well....


been spending too much. got to stop! sigh.. broke...

Foolish heart, hear me calling. Stop before you start falling. Foolish heart, heed my warning. You've been wrong before.. Don't be wrong anymore

wat the...??!

hello ppl.. jus to set things straight, the quiz below is but a stupid inaccurate one!! geez.. it's not even truuuuue! *whines* i dun "shyly" observe other girls boobys ok!! i do it quite openly actually.. haha! KIDDING!!! kidding ah... oh and thanks for the certification dary... i so needed that. and mel, i dun look at other girls boobs. maybe only urs lah. so no need to get jealous here! lol. ahhhh pls dun kill me for saying dis! hehehe... ok then.. remember everybody, it's jus a quiz... haha. nite!

Schoolgirl


What's your sexual appeal?
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oh my.... i never flash my panties on purpose k! always unintentional. haha. and i'm not immature what.. lousy quiz.

happy close to crappy year

that pretty much sums up my whole week. it's been... great(sorry for my limited vocab). haha. the french food.. the gathering.. xmas.. blah blah. altho i dint do anythg reali fun, the company was good. and that's wat really matters i guess =) think i haven't had such a pleasant xmas in a long time...

well, last nite i went to the beach wif weng, bernard, gerald, sh, ewen, jeannette and owen! we were jus slacking around the whole time and stuffing our faces wif food. haha. the weather was perfect and we could even see stars. so nice to be at the beach at nite! and owen was sucha darling. he jus sat beside us the whole time, acting cute as usual. then at ard 4plus weng had to leave so we decided to bunk in at her place as well. and we continued the outdoors thg by sleeping outside on her patio. haha. n i couldn get to sleep til like 7plus i think! must be cos i was having too much stuff on my mind. so had a grand total of abt 3 hours of slp. gerald was snoring away like a cow tho. heh. and he kept hitting me in his slp! arrr. got a few stupid fotos of last nite...

dis year went by so damned fast! i can still rem the last nye when ewen, gerald and i crazily walked from novena to the esplanade and stayed out the whole nite talking abt everythg n anythg. geez. madness. tt was quite fun tho.. but dis nye was better. more food, less excercise. heh. i'm glad the year ended well.. rather surprising tho, cos for the most part of the crappy year i'd been unhappy. ah well... HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! hope that dis year will be superb for us! ok i'm hungry. gonna search for food! ta ta..

one last cry, before i leave it all behind.. i've gotta put you outta my mind this time. stop living a lie... i guess i'm down to one last cry.