never forget...

realised that this time 2 years ago was our o1 camp!! yes yes.. do i hear gerald crying in the background? hehe.

so many things have changed since my days in cj. just the other day eileen(my dahling!) and i were musing about how old we are now and reminiscing about all the fun we used to have. there was once we were sitting on the floor of the quadrangle in cj singing some hymns and this guy walked past and threw us a coin! like we were some beggars! hahahah! then we looked at each other like huh?! then we laughed like mad! haha. sigh... those really were the days man... and there was once we were dancing in the cac room like 2 crazy idiots! other ppl in the room must've thought we were kookoos or sth. haha.

life was so simple then.. when there were no worries and when the only things to gripe about was not being able to wear ankle socks and not being able to afford the pretty hairbands at livia! haha...

thinking back to those times.. and looking at myself now, i seem like a totally different person. i used to be more... wacky? always up for anything fun even if it was embarassing shit like taking stupid photos in the middle of orchard. now i'm like this boring shite. haha.. i used to have more energy also. hah remember once i went up to one of the guys from my camp group and said "morning!!" in a super perky manner. and he was like, "why are you so full of energy so early in the morning??" then i went, "why not?"

hah. you'll never catch me that happy at 7am in the morning nowadays.

whatever happened to me?? even the stuff that ppl wrote abt me in the warm fuzzies back then.. stuff like 'nice', 'positive attitude', 'funny'.. seem so not me now... sigh...maybe i'm getting old? maybe it was just cj? or rather the lack of it now. sigh.. i miss cj.

it's also quite sad that all the friends that i had made during the camp are not really er... my friends anymore? oh! except for ben lim. and my sista of cos! heh wasn't going for the camp the smartest thing you ever did dary?? heh!

ah. ok.. enuf thinking about the good ol' days of yore. it's only putting me in a pensive mood. sigh... nite everyone