Wednesday, June 30, 2004

only a few days left! noooo..
aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

smallville today was exellent!! it's the best that i've watched! heh. so sad! finally got to know why lionel treats lex the way he does.. his regret and that look on his face and lex's rejection of him was so poignant it almost made me cry! the relationship between them is just so.. sad. then they played evanescence's my immortal. whoa ho... i thought it was very apt. and the part with clark and his mom was great too. this beats any of the stupid lana clark storylines hands down!

oh and congrats on passing ur driving, dary! u noe wat to do, ya? *winkwink* heh. woooo so exciting!
ugh

i'm in a crappy, shitty poo-ey mood. dono why. partly cos the stupid com i'm using is pissing me off! first it was my notebook, now the pc as well!?

i think i'm cursed.

every com tt i touch is sure to go bonkers. and i dint even do anything! it was working FINE the last time i used it. i just gave it a few days off, and it goes mad??

feel so siannnnnn. i'm not bored.. just. urgh. can't describe how i feel now. maybe.. bleagh. yes tt's it. tt's how i'm feeling now. i'm just stoning in fronta the comp. dun even feel like blogging. i'm just talking shit. sigh.

ok lets talk about Adaptation. the first time i watched it, i really liked it. the second time i watched it, i loved it. it's just cool lah. it's like a story within a story kinda thing. and the screenwriter of this show is played by nicholas cage and in the story, he writes himself into his screenplay, which is then the movie tt u see! sounds confusing?? haha well it is! i dono how to explain it in words.. you just HAVE to watch it for urself if u haven't already. and it's satirical look at Hollywood.. it's jabs at the
established way of screenwriting..it is all just bloody BRILLIANT. but if you're the kind who likes action movies, then u might wanna skip this.. else ul just be kept waiting n waiting for sth to happen haha. weird show this is. heh.

quotes from show! :

you are what you love, not what loves you. (this really struck me. it's so damn true! but how often do we recognise that?)

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. (this one's just funny. i was like, 'huh??' Haha)

ooh i found sthg to blog about after all. k nite then!

Saturday, June 26, 2004

dary changed his blog's layout! it's so... GIRLY now! haha! i love it! pink and purple.. heh.

at my godma's place now. watched Daddy Long Legs just now. it's one of those 1950s musicals starring Fred Astaire. i think he's so charming! he's dances so well, sings so well, and looks the cooooolest playing the drums. haha. and he's also dead now. oh well..

anyways.. my notebook is running out of batt and i forgot to bring charger. haha. so... gonna go off now.

gnite n take care, everybody.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Major Headache

finally took some time (more like a few hours) to go look at module stuff so i can decide on my major. and it sure is giving me a headache. argh. still so undecided. definitely doin lit.. but dono if i should do shared and with wat. oh but American Film is offered next sem! yay!

eugene> eh ur DC also sell out!! on two movie soundtracks somemore.
buble has been popular since he started out so cant say he's cashing in now on spiderman's popularity
cos he's already cashed in man! i bet he's rich now. and there's a fine line between selling out and cashing in. buble dint sell out, cos he still retained
his style of music.. blah blah. selling out is when one turns into britney. hurhur. think along the lines of Jewel.
think it's more apt to say tt DC is cashing in! wah lao!

oh crap. wat am i saying. i like DC too!! i'm not slamming him.

i've been thinking...
so wat if bands/singers are so called 'cashing in'? if anything, i think it's a good thing. spreading the joy of great music to previously deprived ppl. good musicians deserve the recognition! just because their music is more popular and less exclusive doesn't make it any less good or credible(unless their music really turns to crap lah).
jazz will always be equally appealing to me even tho it is
getting more commercialised and everyone else seems to love it now.

haha!!! how ironic tt a bossa nova version of ETERNAL FLAME is playing on radio now! gosh.. i'm shocked. haha. but the thing is, it still sounds distinctively jazzy, and it sounds good. so it's ok i guess?? hahaha.

ahhhh i dono la! wot is the world of music coming to... so many genre's and all are fusing and i dun even noe wat is wat now.

i say, just listen to whatever u like lah! who gives a donkey's crap if the music u love is commercialised/ loved by the whole world too/ no longer unique and tt the person who made it is not some struggling artiste who plays in underground music scenes but is stinking rich and needs to go around with a million bodyguards!

love it cos u love wat u hear.

that being said,

GO, BRITNEY!! i'll always love youuuuuu!


Limerick on Writing a Limerick

I tried writing a limerick
People just thought I was a dick
Finally I was done
I had myself a bun
And decided to stop my shtick

ok, limericks are supposed to be humorous and nonsensical. so... carry on... laugh at my stupid one. even tho it's not funny. heh

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

oh and it appears tt i'm not the only one who was stumped by Bleu. heh. i'm finally not lazy to go put up the link to this self-professed bo liao person.
has anyone heard buble's version of that silly spiderman song?? the one tt goes sthg like
spiderman, spiderman. radioactive spiderman. spins a web...
it was just on the radio again and it's absolutely fab!! he actually managed to turn a highly irritating song into sucha swell tune! in his usual swing-y style of cos.

dary! i noe u hate tt song but u must go listen to this version!

i love love love love love buble! i wanna marry him so he can sing to me everyday! wahahhaahha! i WISH ah.

had candle meetin today. yay finally our last issue! i dun wanna write or edit no more.

ooh damn nice version of summertime on radio now! i love this song! ok think i've mentioned this before heh. yea well i love buble too! and yup i've mentioned tt many times before too.

lalala!



Trois Couleurs Bleu

ok i have to write about this before i sleep..

my reaction to this film was? ...

wot the??!

i'm clueless.

so we noe it's about liberation... i guess it's about how the female protagonist seeks freedom from her past and pain? tho at first i thought it mite be about freedom from self. but tt doesn't make sense.

anyways. throughout the whole show my mind was trying hard to figure out wat this meant and wat that meant. argh. so many symbolisms. of cos the colour blue was used alot. but dint reli noe wat it meant till i was enlightened later .. ahhhh.

blue on the French flag stands for liberation.

there were many other allusions/ symbolisms too.. wich i couldn't figure out haha. like the swimmin scenes... swimmin in her own depression? as in cos blue could also mean sad? or suffocation? in the parts where she was out of breath. oh and the old lady who had trouble walkin and throwin sthg into the bin. i noe tt meant sth! but wat?? struggle? determination? and waddabout the guy on the street?

bah. i dono.

this is too much for my brain to handle. i should just stick to silly no-brainer movies and just have a good time heh.

but as much as i found the film boring, it has got me thinking now and curious as to wat the other two films in the trilogy has to offer. more closure perhaps?

this post must contain the most question marks ever.

i wanna watch the other the red and white films now! they mite be able to give some answers to these questions tt i have.
argh...

and i guess i can't say tt Bleu is boring anymore.. since i'm so interested in it now.

i've been liberated from my previous conception of the show! ok tt was lame. i should sleep now. gnite!

Monday, June 21, 2004

Hairy No More

yup i finally cut my hair. the hair on my head, tt is. i think i look kiddy now haha. maybe cos it's like how it was in jc1 days. anyway i had trouble tellin the hairdresser wat i wanted cos he spoke to me in chinese! argh. so my hair's er... not wat i wanted. tho i dint reli haf a particular look tt i wanted. heh confusin.

anyways later this girl asked me sthg in chinese like whether i wanna blow dry my hair or... sthg (wich i dint understand). den she asked me sthg again and i dint understand! i had to 'huh?'
three times and when i still dint geddit i gave up and just nodded and said 'ya', pretendin tt i understood haha. reminds me of when i was a kid, and this girl asked me in chinese if i had sthg wich i dint understand wat it meant, and i pretended to understand. and she was shocked by reply. so i er.. changed my reply to the opposite (either yes to no or vice versa). point is, i felt stupid back when i was young, and now it's the same story. chinese. the bane of my existence. i just wish i could at least converse in decent chinese and not have to lie. so pathetic right!

k back to my hair. i dun reli like it now. but at least tt disgusting grass-from-the-savanna-hair of mine is gone. yay!

went to ecp wif gerald n sh on sat. threesome! woooo! haha. cycled for two hours. wah lau. my butt hurt like crazy can. ouch. also found out tt gelare's strawberry and this other choc flavour tastes like walls icecream. haha. so lousy! my banana walnut was good tho!

k lah i dun wanna blog anymore. take care. bye!

oh wait, replies....

stalker> dear stalker, thanks for being such an avid fan!

ade> yea the two girls were waaaaay better and more interesting

my missing bro> ya lah. so typically weird n crazy like YOU! muahahaha

weng> haha but u survived! yay! would u rather haf been a lousy slacker like me? haha

eileen> i'm always good k!!

Saturday, June 19, 2004

I stepped from plank to plank
So slow and cautiously;
The stars about my head I felt,
About my feet the sea.

I knew not but the next
Would be my final inch,—
This gave me that precarious gait
Some call experience.


- Emily Dickinson

Friday, June 18, 2004

eileen > i hope u get into KR tooooo! it'd be so fun! we can do stupid things together again! *crosses fingers and toes and er.. watever else can be crossed!*

teresa > you're back from FOC! haha i'm glad u find my blog entertainin! heh. happy to be of service.

ade > yayyy thanks fer reading my blog! and i just got this month's 17! ahh next time u dowan gimme! hahaha. and yah they are enterin uni wat.. they one yr older den us leh.
Sleeeeepy

so tired
hee. think yiting would love this smiley.
FINALLY went to 6th avenue's venezia for ice cream today! yummaye dark chocolate! was also kinda to celebrate yiting's bday. haha we stuck a candle into her icecream. had fun.
woke up so early today now i'm sleepy already hah.

was reading some of my previous posts in the archives. realised my blog's damn boring. haha. i write abt insignificant stuff. and what i read doesn't seem like it's written by me. ha dono why. just doesn't sound like me. sounds abit er.. juvenile. haha.
oh well... after all, i still read seventeen (and get mocked for it!)
think from now on i shant blog abt every boring detail of my boring life.

oh yes i forgot.

i wore shorts n slippers to town for the first time ever! heh. i have reached the standards of xinye! i wonder if she'd be proud of me. yay. i oughta get a prize or sth.
Ain't Fresh No More?

ok warning. long post up ahead...

went to FOC for Candle's session. we had some technical screw ups! argh. but overall was ok i guess.

think i kinda regret not going for the whole camp now. everyone was like so shocked to see me there and asked why i didn't go for the whole thing and if i'm stayin over. felt abit bad i think. all i could say was, "i lazy lah, heh"

this yr's freshies look so young.. like sec sch! haha. but they're only like one yr younger den me. and in fact the guys are older. haha like my seniors leonard, brian, and jonathan!! yep they were there too. haha was reli nice to see jon again but he looked so shocked to see me haha. he was like "eh!"
abit weird somehow... last time they were our seniors den now its like the other way ard heh.

and even tho the guys in our batch now are two yrs older, it doesn't feel like it. and the new guys this yr seem younger even tho they're older too. haha weird lah. think it's a psychological thing. ok i'm rambling.. nonsense.

i think the point i'm trying to make is that i'm no longer a freshie!! in harsher terms, stale! like yucky mouldy bread! ugh. getting older and older. another yr just flew past! but it's ok..!
i'm still 19, i'm still 19, i'm still 19!!
just hafta keep telling myself tt.. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......!!

i'm young ok. wat are u laffin at.

words of wisdom from Garfield :
Age is a state of mind... with a healthy dose of denial.

how true. i'm just not sure if my dose of denial is of a healthy level. hmmm..

moving along... i had dinner TWICE today! had dinner alr then met up with my mum and brother for jap food! muahahha.
and now i'm hungry!! wooooo! sometimes, i amaze even myself. but i wouldn't be amazed when i grow to an amazing size. i see it comin already heh.

went for basic theory. was alrite. it'd be funny if i failed. imagine saying, 'yep i managed to get to uni but i just can't seem to pass this super easy, no brainer mcq test! why is this so??'

stupid conversation with mum (yet again) over the phone.
i answer phone.....

me : hello?
mum : handbag! handbag!
me : *wat the hell*
me: huh!??
mum : handbag!
me : WAT?!?
mum : we're at the handbags there! ]
me : where??
mum : second floor

WAH LAO!! taka is like how BIG can! and there are blinkin handbags EVERYWHERE! and she expects me to noe where she and my bro are. geez.

stupid conversation 2...

me : hello?
bro : we're at the frying pan there
me : *is that some restaurant or wat??*
me : uhh... where's that?
bro : basement.. (dono wat he said lah)
me : ohh .. where all the food are issit?
bro : no no.. B2 (dono wat he said lah)
me : uh.. ok.

anyways. i took the escalator down then i realised that they were in the DEPARTMENTAL store! argh! like they could've just told me that from the beginning! how i noe wich part rite.. wat handbag... frying pan... sheesh.. he was referrin to the household area of the store. they think i can read their minds or wat.

i have a weird family.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

alrite.. suddenly everything's gettin on my nerves... grr..

i find it such a chore, really. even tho i noe it shouldn't be.

and simon lim is so bloody irritating. 'captain of your heart'? *points to ass*
i feel like calling in to ask if he's gay.

and some ppl can be such shits. wat rubbish...

ok enuf late nite bitching. heh.
ade/ hamster > hey, engine ppl are cool ok. all da hunks are there. i mean, c'mon.. just look at will hung. engin got nice air-con space too. arts don't have! and arts not exactly very colorful either wat. i dono abt u guys, but i think if u want weird, go to SoC. oh, oops. i think there's someone fm SoC who reads my blog heh.

dary > hello. eileen is MY baby ok. hands off! now u got me wonderin if that two months off is a mistake... hmm.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

YAY!

congrats to all the boys who're getting 2mths off NS!! whooooo! i'm so happy for u guys! hehe. lucky shits lah u all! dary, ewen, gerald, benedict, benang.. and whoever else reads my blog... *beeeg hugs for all!* ppl like ewen and gerald wouldn't haf to go back to complete ns after uni too! tt's just great.

hahaha dono why i so happy for wat. doesn't even involve me. muahaha. but watever. i'm in a good mood today lah! wheeee! since u guys get out early, we can go out more often then! hahahahahaha.

yay? yay!

ok i think i've lost it. eileen's fault. everytime i hang out with her i get crazy. hah.

halloooooo@!!! eileen here.*lol*******
ok. i shall let nat type while i ...do smthing
useful. lk watch her type..lalala...

haha nat here.. eileen is CRAZY!!! helppppppppppp!! she is doing sth to meeeeeee!

(no im nottttt!!!dun be a chicken nene son of a mariapannyyyy!!--eileen)

wth?? siao!

haha.. we're in nus now.. in the nice air con engin area. hahaha. checkin out cool engin dudes hopefully we'll spot someone like william hung. hurhur.

laalala..

ok bye,......*eileen waves bye!!!!*

nat loves u!! (who??)

er,.. everybody! haha. esp u.(who??)

my dahling!
*eileen says yayyyyy!!!!
haha

ok bye!

Monday, June 14, 2004

bored
extremely
need to go grocery shoppin with folks
need cold storage or somewhere which sells american brands
stupid NTUC doesn't have Ben and Jerry's
i don't want no walls or kings
cake
chocolate
yummmmm
weather's so hot
icky
sticky
excited
yayyyyy!
Damned Compooiters!

argh.

i'm using the pc now cos my notebook is cranky!! pages take forever to load. and tt's if i'm lucky! if i'm not, i'll get those annoying dono wat 'error' pages! grr. got some stupid virus that i can't get rid of too. bah.

using my pc... i can surf normally now. BUT... the bloody resolution of the moniter is so sucky that i can't read the words on my tagboard! and can't read certain ppl's blogs either!

i hate computers. yet i can't live without them. this is one great irony.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

my saturday which i kept thinking was thursday

my bro is back! and he's quite fat! heh. lalala..

my bro, alecia and i just watched The Prince and Me and it was bloody boring! sh bluff me say very nice. it wasn't romantic, it wasn't funny, it wasn't dramatic. the only emotion it made me feel was boredness (i noe there's no such word) and regret. wot a waste of time. should have watched soccer instead. portugal lost! and i missed it. oh well..

went to peninsular today with yiting to look for posters. wah tt girl is crazy. she bought so many Nirvana stuff! i didn't get anything... oh except for a small green day badge cos it's so cute! heh. only other things of interest was this Beatles and weezer poster. the beatles one is quite cool! but in the end i didn't get cos er.. couldn't decide and cos i didn't have enuf money! haha.

k, tt's all lah. nites ppl!

Friday, June 11, 2004

Back to School

Oh, dear diary,

I'm so upset! My favourite rojak/ popiah stall in the Arts canteen is GONE! Vanished! Disappeared from the face of the earth! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! HOW?! what am i gonna do during breaks now?? what am i gonna eat?! I'll be so lonely without you. I'll never get to taste your yummalicious sweet sauce and crunchy you-tiao ever again! Nor will I get to bite into your delectable popiah skin to the juicy vege inside! sigh. I should have treasured my last taste of you. And now, i will never see you again! How will i get through the horrible school day without you...? Oh, woe is me!

Oops. sorry for the melodrama. But I know I'm not the only one who will be so er.. unhinged by the closure of this stall. The new stalls in the canteen had better be good enough to placate my angry palate and stomach.

Have I mentioned before how much i hate NUS? I'm sure I have... probably a million times over. Well, went back to sch today for Candle meeting. whoa ho.. spent like about 6 hours in that icky place! argh. I don't want the holidays to ever end! Just being in that place fills me with dread.

Anyways.. meeting.. wasted alot of time man! haha. Must be the longest meeting i've ever been to. Due to unforeseen circumstances we didn't really start till after one. heh. But was quite fun hanging out with the bunch and talking rubbish and all. Especially with Benjy there to entertain us heh.

Oh, Teresa and I wanted to get FHM just to see Laura! haha. So we tried to psycho Benjy to get it. But in the end didn't get. hmm.. should i waste 6 bucks just to kill my curiosity? i think i will. unless someone has it! lend meeeee! heh.

listening to: Perfect - Smashing Pumpkins
No Girls Allowed

I just watched this French cartoon The Triplets of Belleville. i love it! why? content wise it's not your typical saturday morning cartoon for kids. and the animation is ermm... old skool? as in 2D hand drawn cartoon. the artwork is simply fantastic. the characters don't speak at all. heh. and they are not cutesy and perfect looking like in Disney cartoons. the americans are also made fun of (that's reason enuf to love this, eh?). also it's abit like watching an arthouse film.. in drawing. heh. cool lah.

basically, this show is an anti-thesis of the cartoons today. watch it!! i know i am going to.. again.

was clearing out the junk on my com just now and i found many photos of ppl, or rather.. girls, i don't even know. ugh. and why is this so? cos my dear guy friends seem to keep sending them to me! i don't want pics of the girls that you guys like taking up uneccessary space in my com! i wouldn't mind pics of hot guys tho.. like the absolut hunk. ahhh... send me my men! no ladies, please.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

i woke at 330pm today. whoooo. and it was thanks to my mom who called. who knows.. i mite still be sleeping now if not for tt call.

let's talk about Harry Potter. wonder how many people will kill me for this but... i thought it was quite boring! certain parts at least. think the 2nd one was more entertaining and fun. but i didn't read the book.. so .. i dono. emma watson is pretty! and these guys obviously think so too. but she's only 14!!

ok i'm damn bored lah. help.

am hearing: PINK! - Aerosmith
The Day I Killed

today, i stepped on something. a poor little thing. it must've been a snail. first thought, "oh, SHIT (literally)!" but after considering how it went squish and splat!, i decided (really hoped) that i stepped on a fruit. anyway i was running late so i dint bother to look. but upon returning to the scene of the squashed, later at nite, i dint see no fruit. only a slug-like thingy. EWW.

my busy day JUST ended. morning was to mel's for dreaded sewing. ugh. i wanna throw in the towel (in this case, cloth).. i quit! then went to town to watch Harry Potter with xinye, sunshine and eugene. had my first (and most definitely, last) taste of Lavender ice cream. gross. felt like i was eating a soap bar or a scented candle or both. POOI!

came back, rushed to get online cos had candle meeting on msn!! haha. dun we just love computers? ok, don't answer that. so we ended not long ago.. and here i am blogging.

oh ya! bumped into mike and kenny!! dint get to stop to chat tho. i miss kenny.. the boy who was perpetually sleepin in class and even got his table kicked by Fahy. lol. those were the days. wish i could sit in crazy Fahy's scary lit lessons again and hear him scream! arrrrrrhhhh! heh.

first techo, now J-pop. i have turned to the dark side. somebody saaaaaaave meeeee.

Tuesday, June 08, 2004


this is so funneh! Posted by Hello
Just finished reading The Bald Soprano, this play by Eugene Ionesco. it's rather funny but it totally makes no sense. haha. aburdist plays sure are absurd. ok, that was so duh. check out some of the funny shit:

Mary did the potatoes very well, this evening. The last time she did not do them well. I do not like them when they are well done.

oh yes, you might wanna check this out, too! it's some stupid techno music video that i stumbled upon. it's bloody hilarious but a note of caution before proceeding...

recommended dosage: once a lifetime
warning: song might get stuck in your system and beats might cause severe head trauma.

but if you decide to take the risk and watch it anyway, then be sure to endure to the end. yes, to the very end of the video (which will annoy the crap out of you after the first minute) for that is where the funniest part is. enjoy....!

oh wait, i think i should give this an M16 rating due to naked male butt shot. of course his butt is nowhere near the standard of brad pitts'.. but that is another story for another day.

bye.



Monday, June 07, 2004

word of the day

tsunami
Pronunciation: (t)su-'nä-mE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural tsunamis also tsunami

: a great sea wave produced by submarine earth movement or volcanic eruption : TIDAL WAVE


important things first.... my dahling got into arts!!! whoooooooooo! i'm SO happy! come join me in the horrible world of NUS where essays, projects, and boring lectures welcome you with open arms! *muacks!* we're gonna have so much fun (not studying) baby! yayyyy!

k, on to other stuff. had candle meeting at weng's house today. finally settled our session, i think. owen and sunshine were so cute! sunshine kept trying to run away and her preference for males was evident once again when she went for benjy's *ahem* hahaha. poor boy looked rather.. traumatised. lol.

then weng and i met jeannette fer dinner at clementi. had jappy food. jean's going to the US of A later! how excitinggg! think it's pretty cool.. going there all by herself, for 3 months no less. i wouldn't survive for long alone there. haha. well, hope she has fun!

mm... looks like putting up the fotos and telling ppl not to look at it doesn't work. ah well... oh and i feel like watching troy again now. heh. anybody?

i'm sure i had something i wanted to blog about but it eludes me now. hate it when that happens! ugh. i have bad memory.


iamsobored

i wanna go to the zoo to see the white tigers and feed the lions and clear elephant poo. is there no one else! who wants to go to the zoo?

Sunday, June 06, 2004

boredness

tick tock
do the holiday rock
watch watch
doesn't stop
days turn into
months
go by
still a bum
curdling lump
shop
bag
got fifty for that
yay yay
happy days
brain cells rot
heads to dump
sleeping late
music plays
too loud
she says

Saturday, June 05, 2004

did anyone watch the news? they covered the singapore idol auditions and featured this really awful guy. he couldn't even speak properly. ugh. he was like, "i was nervous, and exciting". his singing was bad. worst part is he got through to the next round. geez...
bumped into my sunday sch teacher just now! heh he can still remember me. good huh. talked abit and found out that julian is his brother-in-law!!! he was like just mentioning tt his bro-in-law's in arts too and he got straight A's this sem and near straight A's last sem. and i kept wow-ing. haha. never expected him to be julian! then he said sthg funny.. "last time he not that smart one." haha. but who cares.. he's a genius now.

oh yah. wanted to go hillsongs concert but.. didn't. sigh. will settle for listening to em at home. heh.

got a car, got a mudder who supposedly can drive, i wanna go out, BUT... she was like, "where you wanna go?? i dono how to park! and you know me, my directions very bad, i dono the how to go."

ugh. her lisence is like totally redundant can. sheesh.

wish i could just hop into the car and go wherever i want to. but right now, hopping into the car is pretty much all i can do. sigh. oh. guess i could jump in as well. or crawl in, or....


met up with hamster and pok today! they went for mani while i wandered around alone in paragon. hahaha. i had ice cream!

anyway, i went into the quiksilver shop and saw so many things that i want!! argh. there's this reli nice roxy backpack.. maybe i should get it. i need a one cos my mambo bag is like falling apart already! and there's a roxy handbag.. nice too. and of course there's boardshorts! the last time i got one was years ago! that's reason enough to get one ain't it??

walking into that shop was a major mistake.

after they were done we went to Mos burger for dinner. i just love the seafood rice burger thingy! yumm. the last time i had you was last year. you have been missed.

didn't know what to do after that and were aimlessly walking around so we decided to take stupid fotos. and as requested, here they are! k, but this is restricted to the three of us only. i've decided that the fotos are too embarrasing to be seen by anyone else. heh. so don't look!!

and that was my day. twas fun. so when are we going to people watch? heh.

Everywhere I'm drivin' I go a different way. I can't turn on my radio, afraid what they might play.

Friday, June 04, 2004

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny passes by



Thursday, June 03, 2004

It's a Wonderful World

I realised that i'm interminably living in my own little fantasy world, a world where everything is as i want it to be. perfect. Here, i am contented. Here, i can't stop grinning to myself. here is where i want to be because i love it here.

yet, sometimes i try to pull myself out of this surreal world which i've created. i remind myself that this is not how my life really is and that those things that i want so badly will, sadly, never cross the line to reality.

So, I shouldn't keep fooling myself. or should I?

Is living in a fantasy, living in my dreams and hopes, such a bad thing? after all, it's what keeps me going everyday. well, most days at least. those days when i'm in the 'real' world, i'd feel melancholy. and it's those days when life seems so dreary and bleak.

when things don't go our way, when what we wish for never arrives, when shit happens, should we retreat into our make belief world where everything is peachy? or should we just grit our teeth and bear with the real world in which we'll never be satiated?

i choose the former. if it gives some semblance of the life that i hope for and more importantly, if it makes me happy, i'd rather just keep on living in my fantasies.

All i want is to wake up with a smile on my face everyday. that can't be wrong.

short one

just back.. am too tired to blog at length abt today. went to watch shrek with eugene, prabs and yiting. funny shit. loads of references were made to other films. after that went to this place called senses for dinner. my senses tell me it's not very good. don't go there. then we went to this Irish pub at CHIJMES. nice place. drank abit. lalala.

and my daddy just gave me sthg to type for him. feeling abit woozy now tho... the alcohol got to me. heh. keep typing wrongly haha. shall just do it fast.

had lotsa fun. should do this more often rather than slacking at home. tho i'd go broke in no time. lalala..

i'm sleepy. should i sleep early tonight? i don't wanna sleep.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

the interesting thing about worrying about things, is the way there is always something new to worry about.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

was watching the news just now and they were talking about the importance of chinese, esp for the kids of today. china's gonna be the world's second largest economy blah blah...

was just thinking.. and this may be abit out of point, but olsen's chinese is damn good can!! no fair! first she converses with the cloth seller in fluent chinese, then she reads those ancient chinese words at the food stall when i couldn't! i was like, "er.. i dono wat they're selling", then she lists all the stuff they have! i was impressed i tell ya! understatement.. i was amazed! i'm the chinese here, so why's her chinese better den mine?? life's never fair, is it?

just received this letter that i wrote.. haha. yes. i wrote it. during retreat last sem i think. well, they sent it back to us. was quite shocked to see it cos i'd totally forgotten abt it. couldn't even recog my handwritin.

i wrote sthg stupid.. dono for wat. lets take a look...

wave on the sea, the sound you make is so calming. you break on the shore, white foam appearing. you wash away.... (haha i rem they forced us to write some ode to nature. dint wanna write anything.. so just came up with some crap! uncompleted crap too. heh)

ants. do you feel pain? are you any less human? (ok, this is weird. i dono why i wrote this. sounds like an irritating 3yr old asking dumb questions.)

hope that was entertaining for you, tho it's at my expense. heh. nite!







Klutzy Me

Now we bring to you another episode of nat-is-blur stories......

woke up early today to go meet mel and weng to go buy cloth! argh. got on bus. a few minutes later i hear, "nat". so i turned and saw mel and weng! haha. dint notice they were in the bus too even tho i supposedly looked in their direction many times. needless to say, iwas laughed at.

then later we went to draw money from atm. and i er... kinda forgot to take the money and just happily walked away! haha. k, now THAT was funny. heh.

what's wrong with me man... must be the lack of sleep.

went for manicure! was quite fun but the joy dint last very long. like 5 minutes after leaving the place i killed my mani. grrr. it's highly annoying having to be careful of where you place your hands/ what you touch cos the mani needs some time to be fully dry. so i had to attempt be gentle, ladylike and, heaven forbid, KU NIANG!! and i couldn't do it! i'm too much of a klutz. can you imagine having to be cautious when holding utensils, getting hp from pocket, getting money out of wallet, and even when putting down bag! must put it down gennnnntly and caaaarefully. won't even be spared when you need to take ur pants off (to pee, of course)! wth!? think weng found my predicament quite amusing heh. i've concluded. i'm not cut out to be a girl. muahahaha. oh, but i knew that already.

decided to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind while waiting for our nails to dry. the whole idea/ concept in the show is kinda interesting but the show itself was inordinately boring and the characters weren't very endearing either. what a waste of money. i'd rather watch Brad Pitt Troy again. go watch it if you have insomnia.