What Is Wrong With Me?

think i'm having delayed reactions... i didn't cry yesterday.. ok well i might have teared a little.. just a little. but today, just thinking about everything and reading people's blogs about Francis made me cry.

am i getting more emo?? i fear it is true...

i don't even remember crying on graduation day in CJ. i was very sad too... but i didn't cry. so i guess the only explanation is that i'm getting more emo. sigh. or maybe it's because for the first time in my one year in NUS, i've actually felt so much love and camaraderie.. and now it's over. i woke up this afternoon feeling so sad with that realisation. one day we might celebrate reunion... when will that be?

module selection sucks... i don't know what mods to do.. as in.. the mods that i wanna do are not offered this sem. some are not even offered in sem 2! what crap. i'm stuck. can't even find five mods to do... sigh. and i'm afraid of making the wrong choices. and i might not even get the mods that i'm intending to bid for. i need a back up plan and i don't have one. so far i've decided on Brit Comedy, Marketing the Arts, Film and History.

but other than that, i think i'm finally ready to get back to school. kinda looking forward to it now... after dreading it for the past 3 months haha. after being so busy with Francis, i wouldn't be able to stand being so free.. need to keep myself occupied. plus, i wanna see everybody again.. well, those who are still around that is.

happy bidding one and all.